I know in the past I said we were through, and I love myself too much. But you know me best and you waited, loaded for when I came back.
Old friend, many times you believed that I had purpose and saved me from myself. But you warned me that the odds were increasing and the next time might be my last.
And now I am here. Again. After meeting with you five times before. And we both know this is our last encounter, my want to live is no more.
Old friend, this time I am certain. There is no need to save me. It’s time we follow through with what we originally planned. I’ll leave this note beside us, to give my reasons why. To apologize for putting myself before others, just this one time.
Old friend, let’s make this a quick one. I’m ready to get the hell out of here. I’m ready to end this life that I believe I was not destined for.
I’ll close my eyes and you’ll guide my hand to do the rest. You have always been good to me, and now you will give me what I’ve been asking for, an escape from myself for eternity.